Who Are You When I'm Not Looking

Love steals your conscience; sits inside and creates its own cocoon around that lonely heart. As the time passes by there's a beautiful butterfly spreading wings in the abundant skies looking at you with sparkling deep eyes. Then slowly your lips start curving seeing the wonderful creature love made from you. I smiled too.

My butterfly flew high and higher for a very long time till it found an even more beautiful soul to fit in. Love was then to spin its magic and that part of my soul decided to give up the journey of abundant skies and reside within that warm place. Hands joined, smiles flew, feelings changed shores and winds shut my eyes in her lap. Imagination took me away!

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Seasons changed, time gained, feelings grained and the fly sprained. For a moment it seemed like a trade of mere creatures craving for food and blessing. We stood together yet far away and once again the skies felt heavier. Stop and Stare. 
I thought I was moving but I went nowhere. I stood there catching the rolling salty drops as I longed for the happy fly and its small dorm. I longed for her pleasant eyes and her serine touch as I sat alone singing, "I'm All Out Of Love, I'm so lost without you. I know you were right believing for so long. I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong".

Suddenly, one morning a phone call came by. Colours seemed flashing across the atmosphere as I heard her voice. A changed, pleasant and soothing tone poured with serendipity. Thinking the best days of my life we started all over again with a new song; a new main without pain. But as they say, if you take a step forward, taking the same step back doesn't assure your landing at the exact same place even if you are looking behind. I anticipated her insecurity and I could sense questions pilling up inside her magnanimous soul.

Questions of doubts, fear and fake-ness came in as thorns on a beautiful rose. Searching for a way to answer those with my heart, somewhere I got lost on words. Oh lord, how could I make her believe that she's the one I call home? That she's the one I wanna be with? How can I bring back the old trust and brightness in us? Diving in reminiscence, I once again sang my rhyme: Her Eyes. I rant for I want to tell her that my fly is still living and loving inside her soul, comfortably and lovingly.

<Inhale>
I say this to my and only my beautiful angel that I'm the only one jerk you'll ever have in your lifetime and no matter how hard and cumbersome the situations may turn I'll be there by your side for it's only your shade in which I find myself flying around in confidence, patience, peace and life. I want us to lay together on the grass of clouds and under the shade of rains only to realize that we have so much to feel happy about. There is no one on this planet who makes me feel content and melodious but you young lady, with your passionate smile and sky-high emotions. I'm yours, Forever, Now. You and I, Forever, Now. Together. Now. Forever.
<Exhale>

And finally from my butterfly bearer I have to ask:

Oh my baby you're only my soul's booking
But I just wanna know who're you when I'm not looking?


PS - <Inhale> and <Exhale> tags are the new tags included before and after any statements which are made to overrule any doubts and arguments in Love. Pun Intended.