As new year approaches, it's time for shoving off another cover time made me wear. It's time to move on and take the 12th step of this millennium. And here I am sitting on 30th day of my favourite month contemplating whether to look back on the past or to hold my head high and move on.
I started this blog.
I discovered myself deeper than ever.
I flunked more than once.
I banged my head with a pole in madness.
I learnt to love and hate at the same time.
I understood what being restless is.
I came to know what rhyming means and what it ensues.
I cried more than I ever did.
I made most irreversible mistakes and hurt most people around me without realization. I was bad-est. I hated myself then. I looked for redemption when this blog joined me. I ranted and here I am!
I learnt to rise up after falling in my own dug pit.
I created my own new weapon called hope and faith.
I entered a new family where I am me and they are they. A place which is unique and special in its own. One of those turns your life takes with pride!
I made my own song which I'm gonna rant with full force whenever life turns it's dark face. <Hell Yeah!>
I realized, I am once in a Lifetime in this Needle and Haystack Life. I am special for me and I'll always be there for me no matter how much anyone hurts me and rips my heart off.
And now I'm writing this selfish post containing just me and my 'I's' with an aim of self introspection. Yeah, I'm restless looking for a sweet ocean of peace and a ball of fire. New Year'll bring all that I desire, all that I wish for, all that for which I'm waiting, anticipating.
It's difficult not to look back and just look straight up forward 'cause past is what you were, what you learnt and what chances you had. It's everything which once was your present. And more often, it's easier to dig out the happenings which pricked your heart with strain than those in which you enjoyed and skipped a beat.
I shut this inept musing with a sequence I want you to answer:
*Year's coming to an end
Q: How much of your life did you spend?
*New Year's about to start
Q: How much of your life will you fill with a new art?
I discovered myself deeper than ever.
I flunked more than once.
I banged my head with a pole in madness.
I learnt to love and hate at the same time.
I understood what being restless is.
I came to know what rhyming means and what it ensues.
I cried more than I ever did.
I made most irreversible mistakes and hurt most people around me without realization. I was bad-est. I hated myself then. I looked for redemption when this blog joined me. I ranted and here I am!
I learnt to rise up after falling in my own dug pit.I created my own new weapon called hope and faith.
I entered a new family where I am me and they are they. A place which is unique and special in its own. One of those turns your life takes with pride!
I made my own song which I'm gonna rant with full force whenever life turns it's dark face. <Hell Yeah!>
And now I'm writing this selfish post containing just me and my 'I's' with an aim of self introspection. Yeah, I'm restless looking for a sweet ocean of peace and a ball of fire. New Year'll bring all that I desire, all that I wish for, all that for which I'm waiting, anticipating.
It's difficult not to look back and just look straight up forward 'cause past is what you were, what you learnt and what chances you had. It's everything which once was your present. And more often, it's easier to dig out the happenings which pricked your heart with strain than those in which you enjoyed and skipped a beat.
*Year's coming to an end
Q: How much of your life did you spend?
*New Year's about to start
Q: How much of your life will you fill with a new art?
A very Happy New Year! May this year bring loads of happy memories and I have faith with this close feeling that all of us will burn out bright. Say Cheeeers! Yeaaah!
13 Comments:
Wowwww Rachit! I have started loving your blog soo much. The points u've mentioned..half of them even i can relate to them. Loved your line: " I am special for me and I'll always be there for me no matter no matter how much anyone hurts me and rips my heart off". I'm gonna follow the same..Thankyouu for such inspiring words Rachit..
And as far as ur questions are concerned- let me tell u.. I've lived the best and the worst moments of my life in 2011..It was the best year soo far..:)
and 2nd ques- Well it depends..I just hope for the best :)
This is awesome. Mainly because it's all YOU! True, straight from your heart and really touching. You've said what you really mean, what you really learned, and that's what makes this something that's kind of inspiring too. I'm glad I could read your stuff, which has motivated me many times. :)
Love your attitude and I think I'm going to adopt it too ;)
However this year might have turned out, I'm pledging to make the next and life in general, more fulfilling, creative, living and loving. Very best wishes to you and a very Happy New Year!
It is always relieving to look back at what all we have achieved, and disheartening to realize what all we could have. Every year, you will be given a chance to correct your mistakes, and to make new ones. Even making mistakes is a part of a bigger plan that is in store for us.
Hope all your errors turn into something big :)
Wishing You a very happy new year!
great post :)
Such touching post, full of emotions and a head-on challenge towards the next chapter of your LIFE.
Loved it. And a very happy New Year. :)
@Ridhima: I am so happy to hear and feel the positivity in you! It makes me smile and read your comment again and again. Thank you so much inspiration and positive insight. :)
@Ashna: As always, I just loved your comment. And the fact that it always has YOU in it still remains! I'm so happy that someone actually is following my attitude. ;)
The next year is gonna be one of the best, perhaps because the world is gonna end. Right? ;)
@Saloni: You said it! With all agreement I just hope that the coming year is gonna sprinkle some happy moments on every despondent bug around! :D
@Akriti: I loved your comment. You're one unique person I always want to have with me as my inspiration. :)
i like your lil snowman on the sidebar!! :D :D HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D
Thanks! Same to you :)
I am fan Rachit. That may be the reason, why I resumed this half-read post first, after a week maybe. Even before I checked my mail or fb.(notice how I shamelessly wrote that too).
For a few days, I just feel like simply reading wonderful articles, and don't get an urge to dissect them and comment on their content. Maybe that's not very encouraging, but I am weird and I think I'll come along.
Loved it. Just want to keep reading. So please, keep writing. :)
Hey thanks Usama! Now I can finally rest my head in peace and post something new since this blog was awaiting your inspiration and your amazing comment. Absolutely loved it. You keep reading and I'll keep writing! :D
Amazingly written! :)
Thanks! :D
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